been mia from here for a while. did a lot of traveling ::harrisonburg -- richmond -- delaware -- chicago -- delaware -- ocean city, new jersey -- delaware -- harrisonburg:: and i lovedd it.
after my chicago trip i'm really thinking about grad school out there. it's such a great city. like nyc but cleaner as my aunt would put it. i hate that i only see her once maybe twice a year. everything is just better when she's around. and i love spending time with my cousins. they're at an age where they could really use me around and i would love to be there for them. i just can't imagine my life not on the east coast. i was so sure i needed to be closer to home after undergrad, but maybe it was just closer to family in general. still haven't brought the idea to my dad and i'm pretty sure he would hate every bit of it. the thought of not having him around really bothers me, but i don't want to get sucked into the rest of my family drama, which is beyond possible. i don't know what to do.
shit i still need to get into grad school first.
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