lately i've been getting back into that mode that i'm in during the school year: do this, do that, add this too, gotta get this done by then, write this down, DON'T FORGET THIS!, dammit i forgot that, sleep?
i hate this mode but somehow it easily becomes my norm. my to-do list is a page long, half of which is filled with things i need to buy, and not that my paychecks are so weak i can't live, but it is hard to do some of the things i want to do and still be comfortable. i've been looking for a second job but i'm scared it's going to burn me out. i could definitely use the extra income though. then i considered working two jobs during the semester too but everyone tells me not to. i just hate asking my dad for money. he does so much for me already and works more than one job i don't see why this is different. i gotta work something out though. i will work something out.
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